well today ate a little because....my best friend came over and she wanted to eat a burrito those have so many cals i wasnt eating that, so shes like...well if you dont eat one im gonna tell your mom that your not eating again, and i was like "great so you wont see me for 4 monthes again while a tube is down my throat thats nice of you" and she told my mom and my mom looked at me conserned so i went in the kitchen took a banana and shoved most of it in my mouth and said "happy!" and then walked away

god they are so annoting so yeah i ate a banana today and that was all

...checked my weight this morning and now im 71 pounds yay

today was ook....i had to eat something because my family was around so i ate a salad...i threw chicken pieces in there and made it look like there was more underneath but i just left the pieces of chicken that was on top so it looked like i ate most of the chicken when i didnt eat any chicken lol

i lost another pound now im 73 yay

im now 74 pounds ...lost two!

today i drank some orange juice...i didnt have that much water just 2 bottles because idk didnt feel like it.

i dont think anyone is suspecting my anorexia because i keep myself in the kitchen and sometimes i make food and throw it out...

right now my family is eating and i told them i had "chicken a la king" and they said ok...

well stay stong ladies!

today my mom told me that i had to go to my grandmas...well my grandma is a recovered anorexic and so she doesnt force people to eat. it was great i talked to her about her anorexia and she said she used to take her food and squish it into a tupawear and when it got too full she would empty it out behind a bush in her yard. it was intresting lol.

well i did good...i didnt eat anything again but i drank a glass of milk, and a glass of orange juice, and 9 glasses of water.

well comment me please!

does anyone know how many calories is in a bagle?

thinspo :

i love that picture

i feel so week right now....gosh. i didnt eat today and since i never eat after 7 its ok. well my brother made me this chicken thing as a reaction because he shoved it close to my face i hit it and it went everywhere. i felt bad because he just wanted me to eat something and yeah. i said sorry and he said its ok. well i drank 5 bottles of water today and i ran on the tredmil for an hour.

stay strong!